I'm sorry, but I messed up
I did it again
I tried to be happy for you
but I couldn't not today, not this time
I know you trust me
but trust doesn't come easy
you tell me i'm ok
and i'm not
you tell me
its all in my head
but its not
he is real
I saw him
The man that hunts my dreams
the man that hunts my head
I didn't ask for this
but I will try to be ok
even if I have to fake it