What if I hide inside my mind

what if I died inside

Would you have cried

or say good bye

if you'd seen my ugly side

Pain ridden heart

heavy like steel

falling apart

am I real

Its the pain I call hoping

its the will I call faith

that keeps me going

and you are unknowing

Of my fight

every day of my life

just to feel right

to hide my strife

To cover the scars

My bleeding heart

that scatters the floor

I put my game face on

But you can see

that somethings wrong with me

but can't tell what

funny, Even I

Don't know why

the teardrops like rain

that fall off my face

and the darkness that consumes my mind

Ohh I... I feel like I'm blind

What am I not seeing

am I not believing

am I ever enough...?

Enough to help

Enough to provide

Enough to show..

Enough to hide...

Enough love for you

Enough sacrifice

Enough knowledgeable advice

...Never enough...

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