Do I **** you with words unspoken

Does my fear leave you broken

Does my hiding cause you pain

is our fighting all in vain

As we strain to see the truth

Through this darkened mirror

Do we build regrets, resentments

Or are they our testaments

You say Go,

I say no,

For fear of being cold

for without your arms around me

the world soon surrounds me

it closes in

with all its darkness

the unknown that is my terror

For I am a sparer

I spare your pain as well as others

in doing so I hurt you both

I love one master and the other, hate

I must choose which to satiate

My own fears and curiosity

or our love eternally....

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