And there it is
Another call another text from someone who will never be you
Someone who can't be you
But I give in again wanting the affection of someone who simply just won't be you
But I try again
till reality hits me in the face aching every emotion that becomes physical
Straining and pulling me apart slowly after I put myself together
Why?
Why do I let you do this to me after you left me?
Why do I hurt still when the pain should be on you?
Why has time not healed me?
I didn't ask for this
I didn't pray for this
I didn't stay up late nights taking care of you for you to one day leave me
For you to one day destroy everything I lived for
The long hours I stayed up watching the beauty of you sleep
I didn't run away from family to one day watch this come to waste
But wait there it goes again
Another text....
Another call......
From someone who will never be you