And it's pretty cool when you're you and I'm me though I don't know what to say what could I? I want to, say anything at all if it'll make me feel better about wasting your time, making you dislike me more each second that passes I can only assume that you are merely humoring my childish attempts and desires though I'm not entirely sure what they even are, what I want from you what you mean but it's still nice very enjoyable so it can be allowed to survive at least for a while until it dies decomposes and I'm forced to face truths the kinds I hate though I also want them because you are just far too intimidating for me to be around for too long.