Wandering around in my own head, what a dangerous place to be. Thoughts of happiness have been replaced by thoughts of sadness and rage all in one place. How did I become this person. What factors have led me here. Sitting in this deep darkness all around me, I see all the happiness fade away. As this life proceeds the demons have gotten ahold of me, drawing me in with all the things that are missing from my life. I feel as if Iām slowly watching my life from behind the shadows, waiting for that bright yet brief flash of happiness that awaits me. Sadly it passes on my while my life continues to spiral. What will it take for me to let go of all these interruptions that have taken over my life.