Is it so wrong to want a healthy marriage, longing for someone you tell you love to feel the way you feel for them. Being able to talk without hurtful words exchanged, is so much easier than fighting each and everyday. Hugs and kisses can be nice unless they push you to the side, holding hands and sharing smiles would sure be great unless their plan is something else. Being held feels so good but lately you’ve been in another world. Physically, you were what I wanted but mentally it’s become so exhausting. Lately it’s become a challenge to show you all the affection we started out with in the beginning. My heart breaks a little more each and everyday you don’t look my way.