Screams are maybe the only way
To pierce the ears and make them bleed
You never hurt when you beat or slap
Just a high pitched note
Born from one of the vocal cords
And you drown in your own integrity
Thinking you are full
When you are a lack
Seeing yourself big
As you are
Smaller than your own existence
Thinking you are
When you are
Nothing
But the fists and cuts
The rage boils and is spilled unto
Coil and wool
Burning wool
And cashmere
And a lot of somethings
Animal you are
Sweet and full filled with reason
Beat the drops
Beat the heat
Beat yourself
Beat them all
Beat your fists against the wall
Does it help
Adrenaline is moving you
And you are moved
To another place
Another feeling emerges
You cannot help but not think
You cannot help but not cease
So you are
And you want to stop
So why don't you do
Helo helo
Ask for help
From other people crazier
Than you
Which cloud is your favorite cloud
Which color is your favorite color
Categorize yourself
In order to be labeled
And classified
And unforgotten
In order to stretch and
See
Through time and space
I am this
I like that
What you like
What you are
I see
I hear
I feel
It is enough
Eyebrows raised
Eyes gleaming
Shivering quivering
Just the feeling