I cant go on Im sorry to leave Im to weak to cut So pills it will be My pain is real The reminders will never leave My dad hit me A car accident too Its all to much Im just to low I get told im lying about the truth But no one will ever love me like i love you Here it goes im sorry for the truth I love you but it wasnt enough Tell my mom i love her Tell her to take care of Howie, Angel, and Topaz too Ill be watching with no hope to move on If i wake up ill will hope im gone But i wont tell anyone Wont be the first time Leave me here to die Dont say i didnt try My heart is broken My eyes are open Ive seen enough to want it to end Goodbye the end