Downhill Till I die Life failed me I have lucid dreams About things that will be deemed as mistakes A mistake made out of not being loved the right way She canβt love someone that is cruel She canβt even love herself Her father is deemed a cheater Her mom is deemed a addict Her sister is deemed judgmental And she just wants to be deemed normal Yet there is no normal in this world She has learned to be careful on who she trusts She has lost too much already