i close my fingers around the summer-ripe blossoms that bloom in the cavities carved into my chest spindle fingers on ball joints reach their spread for my waiting throat close sweetly softly flush red white red white red and as you flood back into my cheeks breathing life under my skin in the gasps of air i hear your name foreign to my own ears my mother tongue knows you like a nursery rhyme innately like you live under my skin flowing through my swollen veins like sweet honey