falling too far back into things that I can only ever remember
my trust is gone, let down by everything I have known, including myself
I always pay attention to the dark side of things
because until now I have never fully understood
those around us are our mirrors
I take everything at face value
seeing myself as what they see me
but they are the ones that can't see past themselves
well I, for one, am finished.
I choose not to reflect that which is reflected upon me.
I choose to transmit all the good in myself which has yet to be revealed.
this ending month will be my new year
I will make all my wrongs right
I will be who I am meant to be
I will rip apart all the parts of me that are not shaping me and inspiring me to do better
you can always do better, no matter who you are, change is consistent
it is the only constant in your life, along with your life.
I love and I am loved.
that is all.