Yes, I should go see a counselor.
Yes, I should probably take anxiety medication.
Yes, I should go see a doctor instead of ignoring the obvious cries of distress from my body.
Yes, I should not cut myself.
Yes, I should not throw up.
Yes, I should not be me.
Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.
                                                                ­                   But I am.