Oct 2018
What’s waiting for me?
This can’t be it.
Life’s a ******* clockwork
You tell me this is all I got?
Nah.
I don’t do no 9-5
I want something more
Is that greedy?
Got me having a midlife crisis
Not even a quarter of the way through
Maybe that’s telling me something.
When’s my time?
Taken away from all I know.
I don’t know.
I ain’t ******* greedy
THAT **** is.
I pray cause He supposed to know.
He got all the answers
Least that’s what I been told.
He got all the answers, why am I failing?
If I’m the student and He the teacher
What am I learning?
All these questions, who am I supposed to ask?
Gotta teach myself
That’s what my momma says
Well, there ain’t no ******* YouTube tutorial for that ****.
Life ain’t a DIY
Or is it?
This can’t be it.
Life’s a ******* clockwork
You tell me this is all I got?
Nah.
I don’t do no 9-5
I want something more
Is that greedy?
Got me having a midlife crisis
Not even a quarter of the way through
Maybe that’s telling me something.
When’s my time?
Taken away from all I know.
I don’t know.
I ain’t ******* greedy
THAT **** is.
I pray cause He supposed to know.
He got all the answers
Least that’s what I been told.
He got all the answers, why am I failing?
If I’m the student and He the teacher
What am I learning?
All these questions, who am I supposed to ask?
Gotta teach myself
That’s what my momma says
Well, there ain’t no ******* YouTube tutorial for that ****.
Life ain’t a DIY
Or is it?
God knows what’s next for me. I’m so young and I know I’m not the only one that feels this way. What am I supposed to DO? I can’t keep going on like this and I know there’s more, but patience is something no one is born with. It’s something we have to learn. Help.
