Enough

Its been quite the time since Ive felt
The feeling of heavens grace,

Quite the time for some memories
I can never erase

I still remember looking madly at you like
An angel in the night

I still remember the feeling of calmness
Whenever I see you in sight

It has been a long rush of emotions
Catching up to me

A long thrill on how i could ever again
Regain my apathy

Yes, tis true that I’ve regained some fragments
Of myself

Ironic, it feels like an old forgotten book taken
From a shelf

But i digress, with words and symbolisms in the like

I always forget to bring a piece of reality in this
Long and painful hike.

Dont get me wrong, the challenge was
Hard and real

Sometimes a little bit too much of a life that is
Surreal

Every song Ive heard was right about one thing

Its that letting go hurts more in this reality than the Worlds deadliest sting

By the way it wasnt all that bad and savage

Some things happened, like how i mustered up
My courage

Aye its true, for months I’ve been running on fumes

Everything I had on you , love, time, happiness, and emotions, everything caught up to me but eventually, the darkness consumes.

Every moment I thought I had a chance at reaching you is but a lie faced by my own delusions

How did I ever believe that I could walk two steps ahead in holding you when Im always two steps behind with my illusions

Each time I try to get closer , the more you back away

Then I wonder is it me, am I just a toy for someone’s childs-play?

Then again maybe I am, then again maybe I am a lone wolf, gazing towards the moonlight in solitude

All I know Is that time has peeled of the mane of my fortitude

All I am is a beast
A pitiful dog at the very least

You’re not to blame
You dont need to feel shame

Nor pity and despair
Even sadness just be fair

Its just that....

Ive had enough
I can no longer be tough
Im done, I can no longer bluff
The tide’s too rough

No matter how much i climb your mountain of grace
Ive accepted the fall that i can never keep up the pace

My feelings aint gone but its dying to be dead
Time to accept that all this is a trick in my head
Well then, its done, no more words need be said

Stay a gem, you’ve earned that title after all your pressure.
Stay forgetting me, a coal, you can never treasure
I hope someone could fill the hole in your leisure
A happiness that no one can ever measure

I hope you find and stay with
Someone who could take you to an adventure

I hope he is
Someone who you can call forever.

-Mas