I woke up from the rain
For two hours I remained
In my bed thinking
In my own thoughts I am sinking

Over and over this thought comes to mind
What did I do this time?
Did I make a mistake,
Or is this guilt fake?

I feel like I hurt you
What have I come to..

Have I turned into a monster?

Wondering and waiting, sitting and watching
Am I not aware of what I am causing?
I keep a watchful eye on you, but still I am clueless
What are you thinking, I know wondering is useless

What the hell am I going to do
I just want our bond to be renewed
Please don't hate me
But this is what I foresee

I am so scared that I ******* this up
Please go on your way, and I wish you luck
For I am truly sorry for the pain I caused
And for now everything is paused