I want long stares
Across rooms and halls
Sly, enticing glares
Those silent "come and get me" calls

I want cold feet
Tucked in between yours
My ear listening to your heart beat
Sleepy smiles and soft snores

I want to dance with no music
Sway however we please
Looking absolutely foolish
Yet be totally at ease

I want long good byes
Even longer hugs, you know
Exasperated, joking sighs
When you won't  let me go

I want to split the check
Hold your hand under the table
When no one's looking, a quick peck
Just because you're able

I want to go for walks
Steps in sync, hand in hand
We look at scenery, endlessly talk
Our conversations never becoming bland

I want to laugh
Nearly cry at your dumb puns
The way you make me smile is a craft
You seem to be the only one

I want to argue and fight
There's no avoiding this
I'm stubborn, I think I'm always right
Pushing your buttons, I can't resist

I want to show up unannounced
To say I'm sorry, to fix my wrongs
In hopes I'm not renounced
Because to you, my silly heart belongs

The hardest part is that I want you
All of you, every ounce of your being
All you can offer and be too
I wish you were agreeing

I wanted you
And you made it clear
That your heart wasn't true
My reality became my worst fears

So I want you to go
Leave my mind and my sights
You're no good for me, I know
Your leaving creates a spot for someone who's right.