i could walk right past you and you wouldn't even notice a change in the wind and you say you love me but you kind of forgot i even exist thank you that means so ******* much i guess i always knew i was just a back up i mean, am i wrong? no one else loves you so here i am falling for you all over again you keep pulling me in and kicking me out whenever you like and i'm so tired of this fight you don't even notice you hurt me, do you? yeah, i didn't think so it's just the same battle on repeat every single day and i'm too scared to give up i'm too scared to go away i guess that's why i'm your back up because you know i don't have the courage to leave