Counting blessings on both hands- worthy company and light gleaming past the sunsets & quicksands, my body and love resemble perfect synonyms, health and your serenity carry me through, intuition is all I know; stopped counting the days long like molasses and run on sentences I can't control any more than this feeling, surpasses all reason and confidence shakes under the weight of reality, could have should have known each touch was sacred dividing my dreams into crooked halves; quixotic the way I cling to every exchange, glances revealing truths swept under sea with a heartbeat, pleading for remembrance, proof of transient marvels and opulence, lost and wondering but not what if, instincts sing stationary, staring down a cliff.