How can I not feel extremely empty I lost you before I could even truly get to know you, Today as I reap the benefits of life I will hold the love I feel for you tenderly inside. You damaged my exterior so I have trouble now pushing my pride to the side. Im broken from continuous mistakes and constant heartbreak. Memories of him I cant shake. Even though I know he left clues that he was a in the closet *** snake. I fell in love with him… im still waiting for him to come around explaining and telling me that he is sorry now, heres your birthday cake I promised I make. Never kissing him was one of my biggest mistakes cause through his kiss I would have been able to spot that he was a low down ***** snake!