I feel alone
Distance is my existence
Why can't I get close
And feel warm and safe
Why do I shun
The 'one'

Evenings of silence
Nights of avoidance
The shudder of a touch
In the morning
Too much

Nothing's enough
What do I want
From this life event
Til death do us part
When?

Maybe soon
Maybe in 30 years
I cannot die
The boys, my boys
True love

Should I go
Can I leave
Him all alone
With only beer
And gambling

I will decide
When it is right
To bring it to an end
For once and all
Goodnight