I am now a joke,
A weird freak among a 3rd period senior math class
All because I tried to make a new friend,
And all because I gave a compliment

So I did a lot of thinking over the weekend,
I made some decisions,
I have realized now that I no longer love you
And I no longer want to try and make new friends,
Because you're the most fantastic friend I've ever had
And that is something I don't want to lose

I know I was selfish,
I was hurting so I did some stupid things
But I had realizations,
I made some changes

I ask now if you'll accept my apology,
Let me back into your life
Hear me out please and talk to me,
Because this silence is hell
And I'm constantly reminded of the memories we share
I want my friend back;

I miss our jokes
And weird things we do,
But most of all I miss you
And all the magnificent wonders that you hold...