how i feel?! how i feel?!
next time i heart my father recount
how he was hit by a *******
**** ninja...
             and was blamed for it...
and asked a: where are you from
question?
   like he was some... *******
sub-human... because the ****
ninja's entourage was saying to
my father: BUT IT'S ILLEGAL
TO REPORT THIS SORT OF ****...
one day... come one day...
i'll lose it...
             i'm already gearing up
to losing it... **** it...
          who needs to sleep on
the sidewalk of London with no
food...
i am... like tom waits said...
wild eyed...
       i'm seeing black...
    what happened to the Polish
pilots who battled with the R.A.F.
in the battle of Britain in the spitfire jets?!
YOU, THINK, THAT,
SOME, ****, *****, IS, GOING,
TO, UNDER, MINE, ME?!
oh no no... it wasn't her fault...
it's illegal to report damages,
or exchange insurance policy details...
she's the ******* NINJA...
you're the ******* RACIST!
  blood boils, blood boils...
and blood boils and boils and boils...
until?
the tipping point...
then? forget Venom... enter...
Carnage...
      i'm waiting...
just waiting, like a spider waits...
at the center of the spiderweb...
i like waiting...
god i love waiting...
      they decided upon a Brexit...
because of the eastern European migration...
don't worry: THEY'RE LEAVING!
but don't worry!
YOU'LL STILL HAVE YOUR4 ****
GROOMING GANGS!
that's... ASSURED...
but i'm a Pontius Pilate at this point...
please...
i'm no snowflake...
what i am is BERSERK...
i see, but am blind,
yet i move forward...
      accents... always this ****
British born British bred "thing"
with accents...
   ******... your skin-tone belongs
in the ******* Sahara...
no... you attack "accents"...
do these ******* even know
how or when to apply
a diacritical study of words?!
no? really?! they... do!
oh... show me! let's see the Jihad "genius"
compared to the Breivik case...
i'm just... dying... to see the reßults!
what am i writing?
an anathema...
of what the orthodox Jewish
community wrote against
Spinoza wrote...
with thirteen words:
don't, come, near, me,
within, the, extension, of, an,
elbow's, length.

you never know...
you might find my anger...
intoxicating,
because?

         some little **** is going to
ask the question
'where are you from?!'
and then... have the audacity to
not follow protocol when
two automobiles hit?
because what?!
whittle Ninja has an excuse for
wearing sunglasses for
religious reasons?!
intimidation tactics?!
oh...
                i feel what a man is
supposed to feel...
itchy... angry is one way of putting it,
but when a woman isn't
happy she's sad...
and if she's not sad she's...
a woman...
a man, not content with life?
one allotment of feeling is
anger...
i would be angry, verily...
but me?
                    i'm itchy...
my knuckles are itching...
            and i'm 50 short that ought
to be dead,
for the most banal genesis within
the confines of the most banal
form of agitation...

   and that really is human nature...
grand things of horrid tenure never
agitate people to perform the most
horrid artifacts of humanity's expression
of horror...
      always the little things...
always, the little things...
        
man will always **** someone
over a speeding ticket...
man will always **** someone over
stepping on his foot...
man will always **** another man
over a triviality...
        ******... was never allowed
an elaborate narrative...
      the Ted Bundy cheap excuse
of ******* *****...
which was a, ******* lie, ha ha...
the Chikatilo excuse over mutilated
genitals... with children and a wife
in tow...
  ******... my problem with acne
has spread on my ****...
no... what's going to tick me off...
really **** me off...
is some Commonwealth half-wit
half-caste telling me where
my place is in this world...
suddenly i'll see red... and not be
as patient as my father...
  thumbs plucking the worlds
confined to the eye-sockets...
    
die klein kram.