Happy birthday.
I'll say it here so that I don't,
Text you at midnight.
To be the first person to say it.
Like I have 5 times before.

I'll write it here.
So maybe,
Just maybe I can keep that door,
Closed.
So the pain I feel,
Doesn't rise to the surface.
Once again.

Happy birthday.
The only present you'll get,
Is that even now I still love you.
That you still hold,
My heart in your ungrateful hands.

Happy birthday.
I hope you miss me,
I hope you miss my essence.
How very loved you were by me.

Happy birthday to you,
From me.