little white envelope sealed with a promise just like the others open to find means to a better end no bitter ends will you let begin colourful notes meant to read i love you words not easily spoken through clenched teeth jaws locked rusted with time years spent unhinged uncontrolled spoiled words spoken between lips unforgiving winds their destruction still left to rebuild tension releases by passing annum moments spent in silence make way for healing and days left to heal with you are unknown days left are precious words are simple beholden to their potential barriers thin but exist nonetheless not in contempt but in habit detox made easier by bullet holes ghosts of past attempts to infiltrate your kingdom of fatherhood