Maybe I get a bit too emotional
about this, about us, our situation
that I want way too much, more than you can give
and it'll drive you away
I know its not easy for you
You have a complicated life
a life where you have made promises
and those people expect a lot from you
I won't be one of those people, demand so much of you
and you've made no promises to me
There is a lot in life I know I can't have
through no fault of my own
it's just how life works for some and
its always been that way for me
But I want you, God how much I want you
That I do know, and I'll fight for what I believe in
on those very rare occasions when
I really believe in something
What we have is more than good
and I want us to keep it, make it stronger
But the unknown is scary
Of what could be, or might not be
we both understand this
Because this could just be a stupid ****** daydream
that never comes true
All thoughts and feelings wasted and hearts broken
I don't want that, not for us
But someone will get their heart broken
This will be certain
If its me then I'll accept that decision
and I'll know at least we made each other happy
in the short time we spent together
and the love we made will be remembered
always