I just want to be beautiful
Slipping back into depression
I want to see myself in the mirror
Loving the reflection
I feel the pain again
Self loathing isn’t pretty
Criticism
Don’t you think I know all my faults and inadequacies?
I see them and live with them everyday
Disapproving voices in my head
All the others are perfection visually
At least in my eyes
That same question repeated over and over in my mind
Why me?
Trapped in a vicious place where I hate myself
I don’t know how to break the habit
I just want to be beautiful
Slipping back into depression
I want to see myself in the mirror
Loving the reflection
I feel the pain again
Self loathing isn’t pretty