I was just wondering
If it made you feel a little bit of
Jealousy
I was wondering when
If you thought of me, my skin
On another mans
If it made you feel
At all a little bit
Ill.

You peek through the cracks
Start to type text
I see the three animated dots appear
Only to watch you delete them and stop.

I fell underneath the water, swept up
By the undertone
Of you using the word lose

I had to ask for what I wanta
But can't you *** on ta
Seeing that there is much more to this
To me.

Echoing into the pale rainbow I soak myself into
I let go
I let go
Releasing, lights cascade up and out.

I remember the way you found me
The way I found you
Pizza, you had so many complaints
Feeding you options
You don't make it easy
As I shake my head in the living room
Light sage
And exert

Little to no effort.