It must be me!!!

It cant be them!!

For I am the one, left alone!

They go and dine and play!
Inviting, to each other, to be together!

They close a door!
In more ways than one!
a wink, a smile and a secret nod

All coleauges in glee!!
For the lone one to see!!

At first they pass me by!
Coat in hand, so I might not see!!

Now the coat is on!!
They are off, but not in a whisper!
No mention of an invite!!

Talking straight through one!
As if they are a forgotten ghost!
With looks that carry a hidden message

Fearful, I must carry the plauge
I am left to sit!!!
To be alone!!!!

I coleauge I am not !!
Maybe a pest!
Or
even better a  dreaded Foe

No need to hide I say!!!
I can understand!!
I might be different!!!  

So no need to hide!!
I shall be pushed aside!!
And Its really ok!

There are no tears to be had!!!
Its really not that sad!!!

If I left they would be glad!!!
When I fell, no one was sad

When I left to meet that knife
No one mentioned my strife!!!
For no one noticed, I had left!

So the feelings, felt
Need not have meaning here!
For they are busy, with each other!

So It remains best!
So please do not hide
On my simple account!

For it must be me!



Barry B.