It tears the heart from me Each time I hear you speak her name As long as I don't hear it pass your lips I can forget that she exists And everything is still the same
It kills me inside to know That she sleeps by your side each night And that her every morning is met by you When I should be the one sharing your dreams And waking up with you
Sometimes I wonder why I do this to myself Live through you and not for me But this love I have inside of me for you Will not let me set myself free
I can't even stand the thought Of not having you in my life in some way So even though it breaks my heart Here in love with you I stay