I remember how it used to be When it felt like it was just you and me As time went on our world would expand You were so far, I couldn’t reach your hand That’s okay I’ll be fine on my own Life's everything it should be, but still it’s so cold The biggest part of me has nowhere to go It’s hard to sleep I thought I didn’t want you to know Now these things eat me alive The things I held in all the while There should be a date when thoughts expire When people just move on And get over desires I just love to feel good in the moment So I don’t think about it over and over I like to feel good every second of each day Just to keep the darkness away Just to keep a smile on my face Everything else settles beneath My skin riddled with scars and ink You were everything to me Now I’m running from memories I never want to be close to you again You don’t know who I am