the definition of insanity is to do the same thing over and over again but to expect different results. so. sit back. don't do anything. let it happen. stop controlling. let it go. breathe. think. sleep. dream. for, you are a sparrow and if you love something you must set it free fly high, I'll be patient. Because I've never done this before ignore, relax, let go. for once, I'm not going to be insane. I'll simply step back and watch it grow.