I don't want to feel anymore.

It always leaves me hurt.

It leaves me broken.

It leaves me lost.



I don't want to talk anymore.

The fake front placed in front of me,

Is suffocating.

I don't know who I am.



I don't want to smile anymore.

Every time I let you get to me,

It always ends with me crying.

It shouldn't.



I don't want to hide anymore.

I don't want to be a subject to your reforms,

I don't want to,

But you force me.



I don't want to live anymore.

I don't want any of the pain,

The tears,

The masks,

None of it.

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I just want to live without feeling like I was a mistake.