i cannot put into words what you have done for me but i will try i was lost in the numbness of nothingness the silence around it all was getting way too loud and i hadn’t felt the excitement of another for way too long
you’ve been around for a while in the back of my mind as a matter of fact.
it may have taken a while to get you to notice me but i was willing to take the time, because you felt different and as far as ‘felt’ it’s too early to tell but you make me feel and it’s not just a spurt of feel, its a feel thats real
i almost gave up in all honesty i didn’t want to put myself out there again to then just be torn limb from limb, again but you felt, right
you’re quiet… to others but to me you’re you and i can’t get enough of you
your voice is distinct- your voice is yours, it levels me and i could listen to it all day your eyes are deep- your eyes are specific, they look at me not through me your walk is confident- your walk is purposeful, you don’t wander your presence is home, its way too early but at the same time idc your essence is irrational, idk why you’re here at this time but i can’t second guess it cause nothing has ever felt so right
i look at you and i am in wonderment your beauty is indescribable and your being makes your beauty seem intolerable
you make me want to become a better me you make me reevaluate my purpose you make me pay attention
i cannot put into words what you have done for me but i will try i was lost in the numbness of nothingness the silence around it all was getting way too loud and i hadn’t felt the excitement of another for way too long
idk why God has placed you in my life but i hope that you are here to stay no one has affected me the way you do i have been so afraid of it all to stay put to move to be happy to love to give myself up but you make me anxious to do all of those things you make me want to be happy you make me want to try you make me want to take risks you make me want to move but most importantly- you make me want to