this city brings out the
******* worst in me. ill
hate you like you
begged me too.

my skull is paper
and my brain is a
serotonin seesaw
never where its
supposed to be.

if we are four
i am fourth.
drag me by hand through
this ******* city like
i am clean in its plague.

the busses go so fast it
almost feels too easy
to get out of the game
while im ahead.

i could be obliterated
on the sidewalk
by a 55 headed home.
it might take me there,
it looks so sweet
and i miss my clothes.