i'm just gonna spill my thoughts
i like to preach to always be yourself
but sometimes  being yourself
feels like hell
kids ridicule me
because they can't feel me
so i found escape in poetry
because i can explain my thoughts
so when i die
you guys can say you kinda knew me
buts its hard to write sometimes
because i know someone will always out do me
and it feels like death just pursues me
and its got me questioning
what the **** am i even doing

but what do i know, i'm just venting