i just want to forget you the way flower petals forget the flower once they've been plucked by the hand of absentmindedness
i just need someone to take me, put me in an empty room and slap me till i'm blue in the face till all recollection falls out ofΒ Β me and into the abyss of eternal oblivion i just need someone to hate me because i know better than to believe i deserve anything more than that.
so take me, hit me, hate me, leave me, don't trust me when i say it hurts because no one could hurt me more than i hurt myself so don't trust me when i smile in response to your compliments you don't know me, and you probably never will you don't love me either even if you think you do it's all a lie everything is a lie so slap me until i forget how to cry
because i bet you anything even by then, i still won't feel a thing.