I mapped every millimeter of his body in my mind. He knew all of me too
And it was so good. We were so good at being close for all of those years
And if I close my eyes He is still in front of me. Now, together they make each other happy
I shouldn't be sad but I am, knowing I didn't make Him happy in the end
Its all gone to waste and I'm left wondering When did we fall out of love?
Its still not easy to look back. Mistakes were made and I live with those every day. I always think other peoples lives are better than mine. I can't ;put myself in their shoes. I don't transfer easily. So who knows and unless He tells me I won't know