my heart is too heavy, but flutters so fast.
Anxiety is crippling, and threatens to last.
I've already lost too much, but feel I will lose more.
I constantly feel like all I do is bore.
I just want to be loved. To feel like I matter.
but I feel so alone, and my soul seems to shatter.
I'm so drained and so tired of only helping others.
I'm surrounded by a world of problems, a world that smothers.
I feel like a child, that was raised without love
Hoping that somebody is looking down from above
To console me, to tell me that everything is okay
to tell me not to be sad, from day onto day
But I'm just here alone, left to deal with my loss
Hoping that someone will take me down from my cross
And save me, and show me the world is alright
Hoping maybe, they'll help me see the light.