When the person you loved the most is ripped away
How do you cope?
How do you get back to normal?
When they were the one you convinced yourself you were going to marry
How do you deal with your heart beating in your throat?
The daily battle to fight back tears that keep streaming
You wish for a genie and pray for a god
Anything to take you back to when things were good
When he was yours
You paint a face so no one knows your pain
A smile through gritted teeth
You hope time will heal quickly
You hope time will bring him back
You long for one last conversation
Even if it’s just to bring closure
My best friend I love you
I wish I never lost you