I'm lying To keep me upright Waiting for the encore Just opening the door. Help Myself Help Yourself Why are we so confusing In the end, we are the only people losing We got to keep on living this lie As long as we are alive Until we die We will not lose hope But we will lose our minds We terrified inside Of what is fated Between this long blurry endless lines. People can see That we are not as happy as can be They always ask me They always ask you "Who are you into" "Nobody" We are torturing ourselves emotionally Mentally "I am so sorry" We tell ourselves along the way But we never change The glances we engage "I will do it today" We say But we never do What's new?