DEPRESSION. Is the invisible killer, The unseen disease that people just brush off and say: "It's all in your head" But... That's just it. It IS IN MY HEAD. And that's EXACTLY why I can NEVER seem to run from it.. Although I don't SEE it, it ALWAYS seeks me, And when I tell somebody they just tell me I'll be ok, and it'll pass,
Well it's been 30 years ***** when is THAT suppose to happen??! People think it's not real because they don't SEE. But, you don't SEE THE WIND... BUT YOU STILL FEEL IT!! And I feel this EVERY ******* DAY! And it's killing me, it's eating at my soul til I decay!
But that's ok. *** your ok right? It's all in my head and you feel none of it, Oh and BTW I "choose" to be this way, Tell Me, WHO THE **** CHOOSES TO FEEL LIKE **** Everyday!!!
It's as involuntary as blinking and breathing!! But it don't exist *** it don't show up on a blood test or upon my skin, Until the day I actually turn Grey from death, Because I got tired of "choosing" to BE THIS WAY!!
HELLO MY NAME IS DEPRESSION. YOUR GOING TO DIE THIS WAY!