it's nice to think
that my addiction to alcohol...
doesn't require,
or, rather,
constitute...
other people...
  better still...
       i have as many excuses in
bulging in the addiction,
as i have to ensure
excuses for compensations...
no... not going to happen...
people can claim their own,
in terms ownership...
    i give my shadow,
my sidekick up?
   i guess the affected people
should also drop
off their own faults...
before being critical of me;
because it's somehow a:
hey! saints!
                         lullaby?!
prior to the ******
there was something
worth investigating
akin to a *******...
if you didn't notice, prior.