sitting here the air as dense as the tension between our ongoing glances, but as hushed as we know we are we are not the piano notes strum your heartstrings and you say music is your only escape from this worldly existence but that is like saying dreaming is the only way you can see the world there is always a trap door waiting under your bare feet all it takes is a little bit of intelligence to open the locks and i can not tell you how much this snags at the threads of my being but if you do not slow down then i will jump out