the squandered  Charon's obol -
   akin to the revived
Graeae's eye.... should either receive
a comic interpretion
of Hades' mouth...
   shiukd  Hercules replace Atlas...
      oh such, the burdensome world,
   of which became,
and of which,
came apparent...
           life as that which.
lived,
a life, least awaiting
death...
     wavering from
a coo...
a shoo...
a disparaging of
chickens...
of men?
      by comparison....
being forgiven
leisure...
to be armed with leisure ill
begot...
is to not be
forgiven with either
ill begetting,
or the instance of leisure:
whether ensured
by rightful leisure...
or within the confines
of a horror guise...
       fair or not fair...
suicide is no judgement
to pass a right from wrong...
god has his witness....
you? you?!
you're just a standing-by,
quasi-artifact...
and that's the end
of your moral conundrum!
suicide is perfectly reasonable...
especially given your
******* state of objections...
personally?
i abhor people who deposit
some moral high-ground
over suicides...
                 like they
somehow have a higher status life
to continue living...
  that overshadows
the suicide's success...
     no... they're worms...
and they need to know that they're
worms...
  we can't allow them the bogus treatment
of allowing them surrogate
bias...
             no... no!
     i'm not allowing the argument
for: you were a suicide...
you have ***** my friend...
look...
   no adrenaline shot...
          no unsuspecting stab wound...
now you tell that ******
who thinks suicide is an escape...
there's no argument...
like with a Christian evangelical
brigade over an abortion...
*******!

      fair enough...
come the 40th birthday and the down
syndrome birth...
nice...
   double nice...
        
                    why the **** are you
looking at me for, as if i attempted
to **** your mother, with a *******
harmonica?!  

don't even bother
contemplating moving to a small
town... and oozing
large town, casual, urban lies...
           don't bother...
60+ K will find out...
sooner or later.