there is a buffet of unkept promises underneath your bed and you feast on it constantly: that must be what keeps you alive. hiding in your room forever, a glutton. i starve over here, cause words are hard to come by and i do everything i say i will, which leaves me looking underneath my bed for the next meal. and i want so bad to be free, to be near you, to know what the hell i want. drive past your house because i want to catch a glimpse of what keeps you alive, locked away deep inside. and you car stays in the same spot ever day and i am relieved. as if you are staying in there just for me and not for the all you can eat buffet