I do feel love
As if it is there or not there
I do just feel   these love swings
and all in betweens
It is not difficult at all now
Heart is in its optimal mastery
Where a least of a blink would suffice
To know what it is all about
So that I thrash my heart and punish my  mind so then
I do fail before opening the blink
Go to work  next day morning
Repete it all again
and never to learn