Sometimes I think about death
Not because I’m not happy with my existence
I love my life and all of its systems
But still there are times when I think about my final breath

I feel scared
But not of being dead.

I’m scared for the ones that I’ll leave behind
Will my family be alright?

I’m scared for A, because she will be cut out
She will feel guilty and she will have no one to talk this about

And my cousin, he’s so sensitive
I don’t want anything bad happening to him

My sister, we got so much close
What happens if I shut the final door?

I’m afraid that G will get lost
She’s so fragile, without me she won’t get enough support
I’m so scared for you, you can’t even imagine
I want a guarantee that your life will be magic

If I could be certain about their future, I would be in peace
I’d accept everything that life wants to give to me

I am not afraid of the other side
But this life frightens me so much
Please don’t let the people I love give up
Or just let me even then being their guide.