I doubt how I might view love but perhaps a poet could make me fall again scream at me how I am needed I have not seen it before maybe a poet could yell so loud I hate to write these things for love and hatred yea you read it, did you even hear did it speak into your mind like fire that is my mind absolutely ablaze I need to be heard, for the love of God truly heard, have I ever really been except when another poet reads my mind if you do not have the time to see these cries you will never truly know my mind thus you can never truly love who I am call me crazy, but the one I fall for must read and relish every sickening word for I am sick of pouring out my soul and being unheard stop loving my outward appearance and love my freaking mind because let me tell you it is pretty warped and I am only honest here so if you want to know me just READ **how ****** hard is it
Sorry if I posted too much tonight. 5 days worth of pain and I am still not even close to feeling closure..