Have you ever messaged yourself thinking you are happy with how others treat you but you aren't happy with how you treat yourself?
Do you fear being alone or being left out? As human beings it is natural to feel that way.
Have you asked yourself, are you okay? Am I lonely? Do I seek attention?
Why do I correct others but not myself? What is loneliness? Why does god have no power when it comes to a humans mind? We are born to die. But are also born to live.
God is unable to completely control us humans. I have hoped that God will change someone's mind. But, God is only able to show us the way, not  go through it with us.
What you hoped for was a sign of loneliness. A sign that you must not rely on God and rely on yourself. And the only way to live life the right way is to get through the loneliness and live the way you showed yourself.